I’m sorry for all the madness I put you through, for all the times I’ve screamed at you in the middle of the night when the baby woke up for the 10th time, for all the date nights we have to cancel and for all the times I forgot to tell you how amazing you are, just because I was too exhausted to speak. .
I’m sorry for all the times I’ve pooped with the door open, even though I promised we’d always do our best to keep the romance alive, I’m sorry for all the times I’ve kept score of who changed the most diapers or who’s turn it was to do the dishes. .
This isn’t our forever my love, this is just our beautiful chaotic present. This is the hard part, the part where we’re rushing through life, trying to be enough for each other and our kids – the part where we grow, the part where we test our relationship to the fullest.
It’s the part where I need you the most, the part where I need you to love me a little extra when I least deserve it, because it’s still me, underneath the sleep deprived monster you meet in the morning, it’s still me, it’s still us, it all started with you and it will all end with you. .
One day we’ll miss this, even the chaos, we will have time to actually go on a date night again, our kids won’t need us as much then, but I will always need you my love. So thank you – for choosing me day after day even though I’m not always my best self, if our love can be this great today, in the middle of all the chaos, can you imagine how beautiful it will be in 10 years when we have time to finish the laundry? ♥️—— @saracelinaa